slothful

5:17 AM

It's finally hit me.  I'm ready for school to start.  This morning, when I didn't have work until 12, I hit my snooze button repeatedly to prolong my slumber until 10:15.  I woke up, and just kept thinking... why can't I just keep sleeping?  There's nowhere I have to be yet... nothing to accomplish...

Of course, there are multiple things I couldashoulda woken up for.  Namely, running.  But there was nothing pressing on my to-do list to take care of this morning.  I mean, I can't remember the last time that I wanted to keep sleeping but couldn't.  That's a slothful servant if I ever knew one.

I'm ready for a routine.  I'm ready to learn.  I'm not ready for homework, but I'm ready for something to consistently occupy my time every day.  I mean, something that isn't a full-time job.  I'm ready to meet new people and figure out my major (oh I need to figure out my major...)  One week in, will my inner hatred for studying and homework come through?  Yeah, probs.  But I guess I need to write down my current anticipation if only for written documentation of being excited at one point.  This will be my reference point when I'm ready to shoot myself.  Right now, I'm excited.  So, come what may.

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